The following account describes my internal journey from devout Catholic to optimistic agnostic. This journey begins in high school, and concludes in my senior year of college at Ball State University. I arrived at agnosticism through much deliberation, as well as many philosophical quandaries. Along the way I met some amazing people that experienced similar philosophical quandaries, and they helped me more than I can ever express. This journey was difficult, and through much turmoil, I learned a lot about both myself and religion in general. Through it all, this journey shaped me into the person that I am today, and I wouldn't have changed a thing.